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Thursday, December 31, 2009 3:52 PM ♥
This is my 130th post on this blog.
Today is also the last day of 2009..
Korkor asked me today.
I wake up so early
Is it because i don't want to waste sec in 2009.
LOL!
Now lying on the floor,
Beside DEARDEAR
who is appearantly reading what i am typing now.
IDIOT!
Oh ya.
HE FINALLY GOT A HAIR CUT!
Tomorrow going out with friends again.
HEH!
With korkor, Xuening, Dear, Jiali [Maybe], Ting etcetc.
WAKAKAKAKKAKAKAKAKAK!
Looking forward to tonight and tomorrow.
ilovemydear
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Wednesday, December 30, 2009 3:02 PM ♥
Rotting at home with NOTHING to do.
Woke up around 9.50am in the morning.
Jiali said it was a MIRACLE!
LOL!
Tomorrow is the last day of 2009.
So its also time to put everything that happened in 2009 behind
1/1/2010
Is a very new start.
So jiayous for Os.
Get into the poly i want.
For deardear,
Just get good study grades :D
ILOVEYOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHARMAINE TAN !
Girl,
You are officially 15 :D
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Saturday, December 26, 2009 7:40 AM ♥
Just reach home after 1 night of BBQ.
Everything was alright.
But DAMN moody now,
Guess its because of the sleepless night.
The sky in the night was beautiful.
It was FULL of stars.
Nearing dawn,
The sky became reddish.
And the sky begins to brighten.
Had fun with Dear, Ting, Jiali, Xue ning, Mejin, Barry, Terrence, Nicholas, Axel, Jiajing and last but not least.
AH PEI!
SO much things happen within the night.
But at least,
We know that...
There is nothing to be kept within that FEW of us.
1st time outside ton.
While lying on the bench around 6 in the morning,
I realised i am missing my bed and mummy :3
I think i am still used to being home at that time.
Snoring away.
Anyway.
I LEFT MY CUP THERE!
It was nicely decorated la!
T.T
Oh to be added.
I am FINALLY home because,
I decided to buy breakfast for my family before i head home.
:3
At least,
I remember them haha!
25th Dec 2009
MERRY CHRISTMAS & A good gathering.
Thanks organiser,
BARRY
:D
Nights.
Opps.
Just remember that there are like 2-3 pictures to be uploaded.
Shall upload next time.
BYEBYE
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Thursday, December 24, 2009 9:10 PM ♥
Happy 13month to dear.
&
Happy Christmas
Having BBQ tmr yay!
Haha!
Looking forward to it.
Heh~!
Anyway.
Woke up DAMN early today.
Just to bake a cake for my mum and aunt.
:3
mood spoilt.
Nothing else to post.
GOODBYE
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Tuesday, December 22, 2009 12:08 AM ♥
Watched AVATAR for the 2nd time today.
This time watched it in 3D.
OMG!
I am going to be mad about this movie.
LOVE IT LOADS.
ok larh.
Stop here.
Maybe update again next time.
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Friday, December 18, 2009 11:56 AM ♥
Getting bored days after days.
Got nothing to do on the internet.
Games start to seem so boring to me.
Woke up in the morning and found no one beside me.
Okay.....
Nothing to say anymore.
LOST
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12:54 AM ♥
JASMIN HERE TO POST UP MY STUFFS!
 -RESERVED- Black Off shoulder top Bought at $9  Black KIMONO
Bought at $10
Letting go at $8
 Stripe BF Tee
Bought at $10 at bugis.
Letting go at $8
 Bought at $10
Now selling at $10.
Bought for a few hours and decided to let it go :x
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Thursday, December 17, 2009 10:07 PM ♥
Woke up by gucci's barking.
Met nicholas and terrence for luch at aston.
It was nice but SUPER fulling.
I learnt not to cry because of you anymore.
Your words..
Its ain't hurting anymore.
After 3 days of tearing.
It had numb me already.
Not feeling anything in my heart.
Some pity you.
But i think you deserve it.
You lied,
You twisted everything.
I JUST NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN.
I HATE YOU IN SHORT
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Wednesday, December 16, 2009 11:05 PM ♥
I know i shouldn't be crying...
I know i should be letting go..
1year+...
My heart no longer follows you.
Yet..
I am here crying like a fool for your words.
Why?
Because i feel so dumb in believing you in the past.
So naive to be fooled.
So what if we can still be friends.
I hate you no matter what.
You told nicholas they all that you want to apologise.
But whats the point of apologising when you've already hurt me.
I don't need apologise.
I don't want to see you.
Thats all...
Apologising won't make anything better.
You lied because you are afraid of the scoldings you would get from your mum.
But you never once let yourself to be in my shoes.
I feel like a complete idiot for crying.
Stop my tears please.
I don't want tears to be flowing down again.
Thank you terrence, nicholas, Tingjun, PORCUPINE, Dear, Ning, Meijin, Jia li, Pei & Jiajing
For being there when i was so damn low. Thank you for lending me your listening ears.
For trying to cheer me up.
For worrying about me. Sorry & Thank you..
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Tuesday, December 15, 2009 11:29 PM ♥
He were the one who knew ALMOST all of my stuffs.
YET..
He was the one who lied and twisted every fact.
He was the one who i used to love so deep; so madly..
I finally seen his FULL true colours.
When i finally wanted to get my $150 back.
Together for 2 years,
He told his mum.
We were ONLY friends at that time,
Never go 'steady'...
He held my hands, hugged and kissed.
He told his mum...
He never once held my hands neither had he touched me.
He knew about my family problems etc.
Yet he told his mum..
'Mummy, don't tell me you believe her words...'
When all i said was true.
His mum asked me.
If you were his gf,
WHY didn't he bring me up to let her see...
It was because he told me...
His parents don't allow people to go their place etc.
I paid for ALMOST all your stuffs.
Now,
I just want some back...
Is that wrong?
When i said i will be saving up and
Return the money and stuffs you bought for me,
You said don't need etc.
$150 was what i helped you paid for your handphone.
It benefited you.
But yet,
It doesn't pays to be goodhearted.
An sms from you:
Nah.. I decided wun give back and dats all..
And u wun see anymore of my smses or calls..
Likewise i hope u wun use nicholas they all to ask them to tell me to give back..
Somemur e ting alrdy happened so long,
if dat time u din give me money out of goodwill, all tis wun happen..
we wun be friends anymur.. Tats it
I never wanted a friend like you.
THe way you twisted every fact just to protect yourself.
Your poor mother had to sell her handphone away just to return me the money.
After you took the $150 to buy the handphone,
I only manage to take back $50.
Why?
BECAUSE the casing had already cracked.
No sim card,
No Charger.
NO NOTHING.
Why?
Because you are obviously keeping them for yourself.
After what you had taken from me..
Everything...
I want to tell you this.
You ain't a real man.
You are a disgrace.
I hate you.
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10:37 PM ♥
I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AT ALL IN MY LIFE.
I HATE YOU!
YOU WASTED 2 OF MY YEARS WHEN I CAN BE WITH EVEN BETTER GUYS.
YOU TREAT ME LIKE SHIT WHEN I WAS WITH YOU..
SAMUEL GOH WEI LIANG,
YOU ARE A BASTARD.
YOU DON'T DESERVE TO BE RESPECTED.
FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE.
I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU
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Monday, December 14, 2009 11:22 PM ♥
LOSS OF APPETITE!
I never knew for the past 2 years.
He never once treat me as a GF when we were together.
We were only friends..
I wasn't heartbroken.
I wasn't sad.
I was just feeling so stupid.
I am so naive to believe every words he said.
ANYWAY...
VISIT THIS BLOGSHOP!
http://wads-urstyle.blogspot.com/
I am selling away some of my CLOTHES!
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12:51 AM ♥
FINALLY, DD YOU'RE HOME! Made up my mind not to take the $150 back. Take it as i donated to some ass hole LOL! Doesn't really have things to post. So just want to say.. GUYS...! NEVER ASK YOUR GIRL TO PAY ANYTHING FOR YOU! LOL! goonights :D
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Thursday, December 10, 2009 10:20 PM ♥
I can no longer see if our relationship is in LOVE or INFATUATION You asked me whats on my mind. But there is nothing.. Nothing at all... I don't know SINCE when.... I realise i can never confide in you.. Which couple don't want to spend as much time together? But between us.. Most of your time is SPENT on gamings. I know you love gaming. I know its your hobby. I know you can't live without it. But do you know.. I can DIE of loneliness? thats why i chose to work. because it numb me
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Saturday, December 5, 2009 10:56 PM ♥
If this is how everything would turn out to be..
I rather not be part of it.
If i knew this is how it would be.
I would wish to never know you.
PERHAPS...
Things are no longer the same.
I can no longer take it.
Let me out of it.
Let me not be a part of this.
I hate it even more
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2:49 AM ♥
GOT REALLY NOTHING TO POST LATELY
I don't know what to say,
I don't know whats on my mind.
Going to work is almost my daily routine.
I am really loving this job.
LOADS & LOADS
The people are very fun too.
These few days,
Everytime i work,
Dear is always there with me.
Making sure that I will never be alone to go home :D
Thank you DD
To 2 of my beloved GF:
Relationships can be sweet yes i agree.
But they too can be bitter.
I always treat the bitter ones as lessons that i learnt.
And always wanted to thank the one who hurted me that deep.
He is a bastard.
Even worst than you can imagine.
But i can too let him out of my mind..
I belive you can too..
Furthermore.
You have me and _______ [ You know who ]
So just cheer up.
ILY
At least there are once happy memories.
That can kept for the whole of your life
Cheer up and all the best
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