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Thursday, October 8, 2009 10:00 PM ♥

Just realised that my last post was at 30sep.
So okay...
Start of today!

Actually should be 4oct.

Just finish all my baking stuffs.
Did spring pancake and coffee cookie which failed T.T
I wasn't happy in this family...
Why can't i have a happy family?
Why must you 2 always be so unhappy during my exam period?

For years...
It never fail to fall on this period of time.
And all you thought is that,
Its my BGR which caused the bad result.

But you 2 never once thought that it was YOU my PARENTS who did this to me.
BGR never caused so much pain to me compared to you.
When i thought i had the most wonderful family.
When i thought for once,
You understood what i need,
I was wrong.

If its not about money issue,
Its all about unfaithfulness.
I told mum years ago.
The family is whole without a dad.
I was used to it long ago.

Mum gave me everything that both a mother and father could give a child.
And thats was enough.
I had the freedom.
I had the one i love.
But what i yearn for was none other than a full family.

I ate my dinner alone just now.
Gulping down all my food in order to be able to get out if this house ASAP.

I thought that if i can just avoid seeing all those cruelty.
I would feel alot better.
I thought by not wanting to face it,
I can be strong and continue my study.

I wanted so much to keep my promise to you.
I wanted so much to make you happy.

Mummy,
All i wanted was just you being happy...
i am already trying hard to study.
To get the grades you want me to have.
I listen to you.
Trying to cut down on the time i am meeting jingxian.

I thought by studying harder than before can led me to 1 step nearer to that goal.
I thought by turning deaf to what daddy say can let me ignore all those unhappiness.
Sometimes.
I hate to be home.

My heart ache when i see daddy alone in the room.
He looks lonely.
My heart ache when i see mummy crying at a side.
She looks disappointed.

Family~
I thought they should be Father and Mother,
I love you. Thats a happy family.
I wanted so much to leave.
I wanted so much to be free.
I wanted so much to be needless to face all these shit.

But i have promises tied to me.
To Jingxian..
To Xinpei and Jiajing..
To Meijin..
To mummy and daddy.

WHY CAN'T THE TEARS JUST TAKE THESE PAIN AWAY FROM ME?!
I HATE IT

OFFICIALLY TODAY!

Today was a normal day.
FIRST time i feel so confident for english.
But the rest,
Its up to the teacher :D
Retained/promoted?
I knew i had tried my best.

Today i was utterly disappointed in someone.
REALLY!
I am not going to tell the full story because..
Those guys who did it..
UTTERLY DISGUSTING