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JASMIN

An UNREASONABLE aries
Receives presents on 27 Mar every year.
Currently age 16
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♥__20May'09 { Received }


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Saturday, August 29, 2009 8:02 PM ♥

Rain falling down
Isn't very happy these few days.
If i was never born, will things be different?

I failed my CA.
I regretted.
I want to study harder.
I want to seek help from teachers.
But i HATE it when you treat me this way.

To others,
Maybe they feel that you still treat me like how you did in the past.

But to me,
Its no longer the same.
You don't care as much.
I may be in the family.
But i am treated as if i am invisible.
I felt neglected.
Its just RESULTS..

So what if i said i want to study overseas when i grow up?
So what i said i want to go university when i grow up?

ITS ALL THE PAST.
THATS what i hoped for in the past.
Now, i just want to be here.
To be what i want to be.

You said maybe i failed because you gave me too much freedom.
FREEDOM?!
To me,
YOU DIDN'T GIVE ME ALOT.

Sometimes,
I am not allowed to go anywhere i want.
I must ask for your permission even if i want to leave house.
Giving me freedom in your opinion,
Its just letting me talk on the phone till late in the night,
Letting my friends come over.
Letting me out of the house when you said OK.
But is that really the freedom I want?

Although i am really GLAD that you didn't make me break with Jx.
But from the past...
I never had the kind of freedom i want.

Can i even stay out till 9 at night.
You said NO!
Latest was only 10+
Only when it was with you.
When you took us out.
When you were with your sisters,
We can then stay out late.
BUT...
I never enjoyed myself...

At times,
I never want to be home.
I HATE this home.
This realistic home.
Failing exam then i am treated this way.
Does it matter to you that i was never happy?

I never want to come home but i know that you will be sad if i run.
I wanted to end this USELESS life of mine.
But i know that you will be mad if i really do that.

All i can do is to CRY&CRY each night before i sleep.
But you never know.
I had to fake as if nothing had happened to me.
Just to not let you worry.

I never had the life i want.
You NEVER allow me to overnight.
EVEN if i am 21.
You said you won't allow.
I am already 15.
Not the same,young girl you used to had.
I have my own thinking.
I have my own way of thinking.

I WANT TO LIVE THIS LIFE THE WAY I WANT.
I DON'T NEED ANYONE TO COMMENT ON MY LIFE.
I AM WHO I AM.
I NEVER WANT TO BE CONTROL FROM THE START.
FROM YOUNG...
I AM REBELIOUS...

Korkor said...
I should change my character.
But thats who i am...

When i am unhappy...
I cry...
I hate to talk...
I tell others when i feel like it.
I give attitude when i am pissed off.

From the start,
this is who i am.

If i never can be someone i want to be.
If i can never live the life i want.
Then this life is really meaningless...

If i don't even have a right to choose whether i want to speak.
Then i rather i never lived.
I would rather be mute.
I can't even be silent for the time i want to be.
MUST i really voice out when any of you want to know?
Why can't i just make a FUCKING choice?

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