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JASMIN

An UNREASONABLE aries
Receives presents on 27 Mar every year.
Currently age 16
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I ♥ You ; Deardear
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Tuesday, July 14, 2009 4:57 PM ♥

12july2009

I freaking hate last minute arrangements.
So what if you are older.
So what if you said it early in the morning.
Don't i have the rights to choose if i want to go?
I want to stay home.
Thats all.

I am freakingly tired.
You always said that I must show improvement in my studies then i am allowed to do what i want.
I listen to you.
I did what you want me to.
I went to that stupid tuition 3 days in a row.
I didn't complain.

So what if I have O's next year?
If i can choose,I rather be like Xuening who don't even have to face this stress.
She can slack all day at home.
What about me?
Do you even know what i am going through?
Do you know how unhappy I am.

Why can't i do what i want.
Why can i have a right or a say in my life.
This is my life isn't it.
You want it perfect for me.
But you never knew how unhappy i am.
You said you want the best for me.
You said whatever i want,You would try to accomadate and give it to me.

Do you even know how unhappy I was.
I was very unhappy.
I can't have the right to choose if i wanted to go out.
is my life.But i never once had my own say.
So what if there is O's?I give no FUCKING damn care.

I don't want a perfect life.I just want a happy one.
You failed to give me a happy childhood.
You failed to be by my side when i was young.
I am just me myself.
I want no one.
No one...!
To control my life

14july2009.

Went to school as usual.
But today late because ate breakfast with mummy and yiyi.
Head-ed to school.
Took temperture and it stated 37.1 -.-

Went to class and saw _____ face.
EWWW.
Gross teacher.
Nevermind.

Recess,Talked to aaron about some things.
Am i naive?
I don't know.

After school,
Ate lunch with aaron.
Talked about the same again -.-

Outside school,
Deardear called.
Was damn surprised la.
Thought he ended at 3.30
But ended at 2.30 instead.

I know i was wrong.
I know its not right to eat lunch with other guys.
But i really didn't know where were you.
You didn't have a handphone with you.
How am i supposed to find you?

I tried to cheer you up.
Tried to make this flame of yours smaller.
In the end?

Now,you fell alseep.
Leaving me alone.
I know i am at fault.
I shouldn't had lunch with him.

You weren't the one with me when i cried today.
You weren't the one who cared for me when i cried today.
But it was you who i thought of first when i cried today.

Whenever i need you,
Where are you?
Whenever i want to find you,
Where are you?

You said you didn't want an handphone because you didn't want to be found so easily.
But have you ever thought of me wanting to find you?
When i cry,
When i am unhappy.
I need you the most.
But you weren't there.

Now,
I need you to be at least not so angry,
I need you to hug me,
I need you to be with me.
I need your shoulders.
I can't hold on anymore.
Sleepless nights.
I am getting sick.

You said you would be there.
But you were never there.

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