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JASMIN
An UNREASONABLE aries
Receives presents on 27 Mar every year.
Currently age 16
Studying at Jurong Sec
Simply LOVES ~~1-2~~ ,~~2-2~~, ~~3-1~~, 4-1
BabyEeyore & Stitch is my LOVE

My Boyfriend ♥

Attached to Chua Jing Xian ♥
Since 24 Nov 2008 ; 2.55am ♥
The one who gives in to me the most!
The one I want to cherish the most
I ♥ You ; Deardear

Gifts ♥

The 1st Valetine Gift from you

♥__14Feb'09

2nd Gift bought by your 1st pay

♥__16May'09

3rd Gift from you ; Couple Ring ♥
For 6 Months anniversary ♥

♥__19May'09
♥__20May'09 { Received }

4th Gift from you ; 9 Roses ♥
2nd Valentine's Day Present ♥

♥__14Feb'10
They are pieces of puzzles that forms..
Our Memories

Music

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Feelings & Thoughts ♥

Plurk.com

Footprints ♥

Wishlist ♥

~~Everlasting~~ love with DearDear

N79

GOOD results

Everlasting Friendship

Jobs!

Couple Ring

Tubes

Bags

Cardigans

Baby Eeyore

No more quarreling

New phone

A week of break

He stop PSP

Tragus Piercing

FREEDOM

Quit school

AngelDevil Tattoo

2nd piercing

3rd piercing
& lots lots more...

Links ♥

♥♥♥ Couple Blog
♥♥♥ Deardear

Alvin ♥

Bryan ♥

Celina ♥
Charmaine ♥

Gina ♥

Jia Li ♥
Jasmine ♥
JiaJing ♥
Jolene ♥
JSS Choir ♥
Jen ♥

Karna ♥
Kelly ♥
Kimberley ♥

MeiJin ♥
MeiQi ♥

Nelson ♥

S.Simin ♥
Sharon Jie♥
Spencer ♥

TingJun ♥
Tongmui ♥

Vanessa ♥

Wenxin ♥

XinPei ♥
Xue Ning ♥
Xinyi ♥

30days letter Challenge ♥

Day 1-Your Best Friend

Day 2-Your Crush

Day 3-Your parents

Day 4-Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5-Your dreams

Day 6-A stranger

Day7-YourEx-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8-Your favorite internet friend

Day 9-Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10-Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to

Day 11-A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12-The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13-Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14-Someone you've drifted away from

Day 15-The person you miss the most

Day 16-Someone that's not in your state/country

Day 17-Someone from your childhood

Day 18-The person that you wish you could be

Day 19-Someone that pesters your mind-good or bad

Day 20-The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21-Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22-Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23-The last person you kissed

Day 24-The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25-The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26-The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27-The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28-Someone that changed your life

Day 29-The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30-Your reflection in the mirror

Archive ♥

April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
February 2011
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
August 2011
September 2011
July 2012

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Tuesday, June 30, 2009 11:40 PM ♥

I WANT TO TRY __________

Although i know its wrong.

Perhaps its really due to stress.

Perhaps its due to other reasons.

I know I want to cry hard.

But I cant

I know i want to relieve stress

But this time.

I cant cry anymore.

No tears..

It had dried up i think.

I want a shoulder to lean on.

To let me relax.

Never thought that one day...

I would want to _______

SURPRISE

Labels: Perhaps....its all stress

Wednesday, June 24, 2009 8:16 PM ♥

Perhaps you weren't meant for me from the start.

But i still selfishly hope you do.

Because i Love you

But this anniversary really hurts.

I just want to have a happy anniversary.

Thats all

8:11 PM ♥

I wish today will be the 1st and last

WORST anniversary I had with you.

I am naive to believe in fairy tales.

I would never believe in them again.

What cinderella?

Wht snow white?

What prince charming.

They are non-existence.

So Slap yourself up JASMIN!

You should have learnt from your previous lesson.

Their words are just lies.

Theit action are just temporary.

Don't be so damn selfish to just think about yourself.

Think about him too.

So JASMIN.

Just slap yourself up.

Nothing is perfect.

No body is perfect.

So stop wishing that he would know ok?

Labels: ihate today

12:15 PM ♥

Today is our 7th month anniversary.

But its not a happy one.

Till now..

Yesterday night,

12am sharp, i waited

I didn't get what i wanted.
I thought you forgotten about it.

When you wished me,

I was so happy.

But when you start raising your voice at me,

I was really shattered.

Today...

I looked forward to this day.

But it was not the way i wanted.

Perhaps,

Anniversary shouldn't be celebrated.

I am really shattered

Tuesday, June 23, 2009 12:52 PM ♥

Rotting at home STILL...
Waiting for DEARDEAR to wake up..
SADDED!

These few days was damn bored larh.
Yesterday went to English Tuition at Edukids.
Was quite fun ^^

Hais...
Wanted to bake cake but don't know what cake to bake anyway.
Was talking to DEARDEAR about our past.
With our Exs...
When we first knew each existence etc.

I then realised..
hmm...
We knew alot about our past XD
Actually..
Still average =X

I AM BORED!
ROTTING TO DEATH!

Deardear.

When are you waking up?

I am so damn bored!

You said you will wake up in the morning.

And come over and accompany me

I waited till now but still never see you.

I am rotting to death!

All of a sudden..

I suddenly miss...

____ , ____,____,____,____,____,

Fill them in yourself.

I am not telling you who.

They are already memories

to me.

Labels: I realise I miss the past alot

Tuesday, June 16, 2009 10:28 PM ♥

Why am i feeling so down?
Why am i not able to smile when i see you?
Why am i finding tears at the edge of my eyes?
Why am i feeling pain in my heart?

No one likes to compare...
Neither do i
I don't want to see them,
But they came to me.
DO YOU UNDERSTAND?

I thought you would care.
I thought you would embrace me and make me feel safe.
But in the end...
Its all my imagination.

You said you would accompany me.
And thats what i said i needed when i agreed to be with you.
Do you remember?

I took an off day just to accompany you.
But why isn't it being appreciated?
You slept, You played.
When i tried to wake you up.
You throw temper at me.

I am not well,
I told you.
All you did was playing the game.
I was there lying on the floor.
Hoping that for 1 minute you can stop and care.
For just awhile...
I am happy..

THATS ALL...

Labels: I rather go back to our 1st month

11:12 AM ♥

I realised..
I am now already relying on him.

Having high expectations of him.
Having the need for him to be with me whenever i need him.
I am taking him for granted.
Expecting him to give me whatever i want.
Expecting him to be with me 24 hours.

We are now no longer the same as before.

I am takeing you for granted.

Even for the simpliest things,

I can pickup a fight.

Expecting you to give in to me.

When i think i am sad or unhappy.

I always needs you by my side.

I thought it was your duty to be here whenever i need you.

When you failed to do so,

I started be angry and unreasonable.

I realised there are somethings that i must face myself.

Face them without you.

You don't owe me anything.

In fact,

I am the one relying on you.

I used to said that i will never rely on you.

But now,

I am already starting to rely on you.

If things were to go on this way...

You will suffer even more.

If things were to go on this way...

I will be leaving you.

Because i don't want my problems to cause you a burden.

As i said you don't owe me a life or etc.

I still love you alot.

This is one thing i am sure of.

I know you matter alot to me.

But sometimes...

I don't know how to express it.

Deardear...

I am still the same me

Labels: 16June2009

Saturday, June 13, 2009 11:40 AM ♥

Today was the 2nd day home after camp.
After refilling half of my energy,
I am still tired.

Day1
went to report at JE mrt station at 10.30
to take shuttle bus to NUS.
The bus was totally filled la.
Some even need to stand.

Reached PGP which is our hostel.
Took my name tag, camp tee and room key and headed to my room.
I AM IN PANGU!
Stayed at blk23, level 6, room H
After we got into our indivudual rooms,
We changed into track pants and camp tee.
HOTHOTHOT!

Shuttled to NUS for ice breaker.
Met my GLSA and group members.
OK!
I am in the same group as Waichi and Jamie too.. ^^
PANGU consist of 6 boys and 14 girls.
And i think we are one of those which are the youngest.
Because the rest are all from JCs.

After ice breaker,
Was lunch.

After lunch,
Walked all the way to LT25 to have opening ceremony.
Openning ceremony was unlike those which are dull dull.
Opening ceremony was filled with laughter and fun.

Then next was a talk...
then
skipskipskip

Paper cutting.
WAS FUN!
we tried cutting double happiness [ shuang xi ]

At night,
Debrief then headed to bed.
Slept with Jamie and Waichi becuase afraid of sleeping alone.
Before that,
et with Shirmaine, Doreen, Shuhui, Shannah, Jamie and Waichi.
Drank canned drinks then headed back to room.

DAY2
woked up early in the morning...
Got ready for the day.
Met up with the group at 7.30am
Did morning exercise.
Ok..
That was fun...

Had beehoon with 1 hotdog for breakfast.
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If i were to post allmy happeninigs,
i tell you...
EVEN 3 Days is not enough.
But I simply love CCC!

Labels: i love CCC

Monday, June 8, 2009 10:21 PM ♥

OKAY! I KNOW I AM FAT...!

Today went KTV with Benbens and Deardear.
Was so fun larh.
But there is one crew that kept looking in.
WTH!?

JiaLi thought the water cost $8.80
So she kept asking for refill.
We refilled 2 jugs with the 3 BIG cups initially.
Hahahs!

Sang nearly 100 songs!
OMG!
PROUD!

Then 5+ left for dinner.
Ate KFC.
There was this auntie who saw us waiting for the seat.
So she was like.
"Hey! come come. Here got seat"
Was damn touched la!
The auntie SO GOOD...

Eat half way,
Saw one quite big size girl.
Then my deardear was like.
"Deardear, will become as big as her?"
Then i was like:
"I am already as big larh"

After KFC.
We train home WAHAH!
Late for 10 mins.
And...

I HAVE CAMP TOMORROW!
SHIT!
I haven packed yet larh!
Recieved my packing list only at 9++++
THANK YOU JAMIE! for informing
HAVE TO PACK NOW!

GAN JIAJING!
YOU PS ME!
YOU ARE DIED!

Labels: Wth

Sunday, June 7, 2009 2:33 AM ♥

CHUA XUE NING my COPYRIGHT FEE

XINPEI...I MISSYOU!

Deardear..
Thanks for the day.

Chia Li thanks for the day.

OKAY. I AM LAZY TO POST

Labels: TODAY is my day :}

Saturday, June 6, 2009 12:41 AM ♥

Deardear...
I saw your blog post.

It isn't you who is thinking too much.
In fact you really cared alot.

It isn't you that make me so sad.
In fact you are the one that brightens my day.

It isn't that i don't love you anymore.
Its just that I love you too much to really feel your care.

It isn't you that is not treating me well.
In fact you are treating me very well.

It isn't your attitude.
In fact that was how you showed that you care.

It isn't because of your neglectness.
In fact its because my love had overwhelmed your care.

It isn't you that cause my sadness.
It was your hand that wipe away my tears.

Deardear..
You said you couldn't give me the wonderful relationship.
But instead you had given me the most memorable one.
Its this relationship that really make me feel love.
You are the one which cares and i know it.
Sometimes,
I said that i couldn't feel it.
But I just want you to know that..
Your hugs are what that really heals everything.

You are not useless.
You are the BEST i ever had...

I LOVE U

Labels: wo aii nii

Tuesday, June 2, 2009 10:03 PM ♥

Today woke up late in the morning...11.30 XD
Then do compo and situational writing.
Make up etc.
Then meet JiaJing and Xinpei at JP.

Xinpei meet me at 1.40
JiaJing meet us 2. RAWR!

Then because JiaJing say me and xinpei dressing = Xia Si Ren
So Xinpei went home to change.
We walked around then meet xinpei again.
Next,
XinPei and JiaJing pei me home to change.
Because mine is SUPER xia si ren!

After we change..
SKIP-SKIP-SKIP
Headed for City Hall.

Met dao 2 seniors which are their friends.
So ate dinner together.
Today is so fun!
Shall let the pictures do the talking ^^